How many final nights have I had? How many last days? How many dying moments? I have been here before. But never quite like this. Both the extent if the anguish and the cold rationalizing that have brought me to this moment are greater than I have experienced. And I have been desperate enough to take a steak knife to my throat. But now I feel no desperation. Only a calm hope that I can truthfully claim tonight as my last and an exhausting despair that it wont be. I have the means to execute my execution. I can muster not a single reason to see the sun tomorrow but am not short of reasons to permanently close my eyes on the night sky . Let this be farewell. Please.
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Dont go, you are not alone.
Don’t go. There is a reason to stay, because the sunset and the stars in the night sky are beautiful. But just remember one thing. There might be stars in the sky and beautiful sunsets but without you we do not want them.