I don’t know what to say
Someone cares
Someone shows that they care
And I don’t know what to do or say
Because no one has really ever showed that they cared
Not my family, not my friends
But this one person comes into my life
And picks me up
And tries to fix me
And shows that they care
I don’t know what to say or do
I’ve been used to not being cared about
I’m used to be the worrier the carer
Not to be worried about
Not to be cared about
I don’t know why
They even go through the effort
It’s not like I’m special
I don’t know
But it seems that I’m one of their top priorities
Well maybe
Maybe I’m just the lowest priority
I don’t know
But it seems they care about me
And it feels special
But I don’t know what to do
Or say for that matter
And it just is so new
To have someone care
About you
And to worry about you
But maybe they don’t
How should I know?
I guess- I just don’t know
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LetItGo, it is alright not to know or what to say. You have had a challenging road so far. This is new to you. Let go of your fear. People do care about you, you are special. Sometimes those that care screw up, and may hurt you. That is part of life. Enjoy this special person that has entered your life. Do not let worrying get in the way of “now” worrying comes from living too much in the past and/or future.
By the way……learn to hug too! Scientist say 30 seconds equal bonding style hugs.
But it’s so difficult to not worry! And about the hugging thing I just can’t… I just. Ugh. I’m so awkwardly social with these types of things…
It sounds like you need to practice hugging! I understand it is difficult not to worry, but worrying like going doesn’t change the future, actions do. ..
I know I should practice hugging but I haz no one that I can practice on.. And I can’t just stop worrying…
There is something to be said for true caring…you can tell the difference. It comes around very rarely. It’s not like family type of caring, it’s a real “soul connection”, it’s like your heart is caring and not just your mind/contions telling that you should care and having someone show that kind of care is priceless.
Hang on to that for all that you are worth…your heart will know what to do, listen to it…
Everytime I see your nickname Demi Lovato, Elsa and Anna from Frozen including Olaf are having karaoke night in my head 😀
and you’re special and will find someone great to share it with
You’ve obviously touched something in the soul of the person that cares about you. Enjoy it, with all the intensity you can muster.
It is ok…you are growing. Your emotions and your actions will catch up to each other. Sometimes the best friend in the world is someone you can just sit with and say or do nothing and be comfortable.
Just do not make it an obsession! @duderino