I cant live with myself anymore after he left ,i just hate myself so much for not being good for him ,i hate myself for having an ugly personality and ugly face and ugly body and i hate myself for being stupid and not being good at anything! I just hate that im not one of his sexy smart pretty friends ,i hate that he left me ,i hate that i cant rewind ,i hate that i cant get over him and i hate how much i miss him!.
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Vent away those lies, babe. Vent away.
I wish that was lies , i keep convincing myself its just a big lie and i just feel like being dramatic ,but no its not a lie ,i cant get this out of head! Its killing me..
Those aren’t lies, but they aren’t true, either. They’re part of a story you’re telling yourself to make sense of what’s going on. The truth is, you are who you are, and some people will think you’re beautiful and wonderful, while other people will think the opposite. If he’s not one of the people who thinks you’re beautiful and wonderful, I advise finding people who do, and I can assure you that they exist. You’re worth more than the suffering you’re going through over this guy. 🙁
If you really were all those things he wouldn’t have been with you on the first place, and beauty is in the eye of the beholder (as cliche as that sounds, it is true), hopefully you’ll find the right “beholder” eventually 🙂