I found out something. And I’m so scared of how it will affect me when I’m sober. I’m so scared to feel that way, and I know that once I’m sober the full weight of it is going to hit me. I’m terrified, I don’t know how to make the pain stop, and its only just begun. How do people do it? How do they just move on? I can’t and I’m so scared of myself. Because how will I handle this? The answer- I can’t. I won’t. I’m so terrified.
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are you pregnant?
no
You’ll just have to prepare yourself and somehow clamber to the other side of this unholy mess.
Are you comfortable with telling us what is affecting you so deeply? If we knew we could probably help you and give you better advice.
If you are not, thats no problem either, don’t feel pressured.
i agree with clair