I won’t be on this suicide blog anymore but
for those of you still arguing why I survived let me tell you the reasons.
First, the powder was pure.
Second, I sent the SMS before I ingested it.
Third, the girl to whom I sent the message knew exactly what I was going to take.
Fourth, she told the ambulance right after.
Fifth, I was in a hotel central in Prague. The ambulance was there almost immediately.
Sixth, I was brought to the best clinic in Czech Republic.
Seventh, they knew what to do. Articifical breathing, stomach pumped, the right medication, infusions etc.
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Give God credit too. He made it all work out as it did.
He wants you here.
The doctor in Prague is godlike genius definitely. But now it seems nobody wants me. Everybody says he’s there for me but I feel nothing. Just nothing.
i don’t know how i would react after a failed attempt. I’d feel really bad i guess. seems like you’re not ready to believe that anybody can care for you, and love you. The only way for it to be possible, is to feel better about yourself.
I know it’s the hardest, impossible thing to do, thought. I’m sorry you’re in such pain. Hang on.
You will feel nothing if you have God, because without God, you are empty.
correction….. feel nothing if you DONT have God.
David, why do you want to leave this forum?
It makes me think about death again.
If you need to write someone to let your feelings and thoughts out, feel free to write me.
Trust me, I had been reminded of feelings of death after the news I got yesterday, in 2 ways.
However, faith in God is what gets me through it all.
God saved me that night last year, as well as other times I was in accidents not of my making.
Realize He saved you and will keep you going, provided you acknowledge and trust in Him.
WifeisGone, I relieved to hear you pulled through! Maybe you should change your screen name to….SavedBytheLIGHT. just saying….It seems to fit