There are alot of people here are willing to help and listen
Many whom have, I including me, followed you since day one and constantly bombared your post with help and support.

No one, at least us, are not too busy to help. Maybe in realit there might not be one, but maybe its time to open your eyes and realize, grow up and appreciate the resources you do have.

Maybe your too busy to respond. Maybe your to busy to realize who is actually here for you. Never take anothers willingness to help you for granted.

But I wasnt to busy to respond. I will make time for any of your needs and concerns. And I will remain here to help.

Its sounds harsh, I know your hurt, but in order to heal oneself, the vicitmizing of oneself needs to end. Stop hurting yourself and isolating, and ignoring the ones who actually care, whoever that might be. They want to see you happy and suceed. Rid yourself of the ones who serve no benefit.

Understand you may never get all the things you want in life. But thats the fact of life your going to have to accept. You either choose to ponder the unfairness or learn to cope and live on.

Take care.