I’m finally going to do it.
I’m getting out.
Away.
Away from here.
Nobody will be able to save me in 40 seconds.
Now I’m counting down the days to when I’ll slit my wrists and walk into the light.
I feel at peace.
This was a test that I just couldn’t succeed in.
Maybe death is my thing, my purpose.
I’m sorry everybody if it sounds like I’ve given up.
I haven’t. I’ve just said yes to fate.
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All I’m going to say is that slitting your wrists will not kill you. I’d opt for simple suspension (hanging, essentially) – much more reliable. Attempting it tomorrow night, myself.
Actually it will, it is a rather peaceful yet terrifying way to go. Most people will cut their wrists horizontally but if you want to die you cut them vertically along the vein, you wont’ stop bleeding, the blood will slowly flow out of you and you will pass out and die unconsciously.
It was just part of the plan to kill myself. Tomorrow? Wait a little while. Don’t do it yet. Make a pact with somebody for later on. Not yet.
Travel well my friend
If you hit an artery, I don’t think it is that slow.
It seems like that is the most popular method in the UK. It’s brutal for whomever finds you, although if no one finds you for a while, your rotting body may come apart.
It’t unfortunate that the better methods are hard come by. It leaves us only the less reliable, more reckless methods.
For some reason, my replies aren’t nested.
I don’t think i could do the cutting, or hanging. For me, it will need to be a calculated amount of drugs and alcohol or a flying leap, but not in front of a train.