I came here because I really don’t know who to turn to. I have never been abused or anything like that but I can’t seem to keep anything together. I push everyone around me that cares about me away. Not that there are many who care. I feel like I’m that type of person that can easily be forgotten. In a crowded room no one notices me. Sometimes I wonder how things would be if I wasn’t real. Would the people around me be better off? I would love to go to sleep and never wake up. I’ve contemplated overdosing but I’m not sure if it would be painful or not. I have cut my wrist before. Not to the point where I could die from it but enough to leave behind a few scars. I want to commit suicide but I’m afraid of failing and dealing with the aftermath.Â
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Don’t worry about not being noticed or being payed attention too. Being alone is the human condition everyone is trapped in that reality. If your friends are trying to comfort you let them in and share what your experiencing. Something is obviously the root to this, focus on what is causing this pain and find a solution to remedy it. If it’s your parents talk it out, friends talk it out. I’ll be up for another couple of hours so reply if you want to share, no problem at all to help.
I suggest you read medical journals about overdosing before doing it because it could get ugly.
i get it. i am too afraid to shoot myself so i thought i should overdose. I thought about it for a really long time. i finally decided that everyone has a place in this world and i just have to find mine. i talked to this girl at my school who has the same problem. she reassures me everyday that one day, I’m gonna look back and all the pain I’m feeling will be gone. invisible. it keeps me going. the fact that one day i could be so much more that just suicidal.