i don’t mean to sound insensitive but fuck, i look around and all i see are fake-ass, apathetic, hypocritic, ballsacks. if i voice my problems they will nod and give me fucking words of “wisdom” but they dont really fucking mean it. they can’t meant it. People sat sooo fucking often, “I know how you feel.” Â piss off, no you don’t, and if you do, congratu-fucking-lations wlecome to the club mate. you know what it’s like to feel like a worthless piece of shit every living moment of your pathetic existence……fuck
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I do know how you feel. I’m sorry you don’t believe that. We wound up in the same place precisely because I DO get it.
im sorry>..<
but you have to notice that most people dont feel the same way we do
they pretend to know, but they don’t
I DO agree. Now I ask you to admit that you are not alone. FWIW, I also admit that this may be of no use to you. I just want to remind you there IS a part of this world that recognizes you.
DW,
you have a way with words man…(or woman if you’re of the fairer sex) I just get so angry at how people think im just whoring for attention when im really needing help
I am a female. Fairer? That I will claim, whether it be true or not. LOL! I am – again, ACK! – nearing 50. Trust me when I tell you: No one’s opinion of YOU matters but your own. Skip the “why” and just learn this fact. It will save you a world of pain.
As for “whoring for attention:” I am unlikely to pay you much of anything, so opine away…LOL!
And: What kind of help do you need, exactly?
so did you, get over, your thought of suicide or do you still think about it, or do you even still plan on it?
like just someone to talk to who gets it, who has seriously wanted/wants to die, who knows what it’s like
I look forward to the day I am no longer here, but have decided to “waste” the remainder of those days serving others. What the Hell, right? Chances are…someone’s life could be better because I made this decision, and that is better than the original plan of ending my life.
No, Kris, I did not get over it. I am just offering the universe a trade-off until the time comes. Remember the concept of “paying it forward?” I guess that is where I’m at — I now serve those who fight to live — in order to justify my desire not to live.
Thats a good way to live…also you’ve given e something to ponder. thanks DW
Sounds so counter productive
I like this.
Some people mean it. They just might not know what they’re talking about. They say “you’ll be okay” and really believe themselves. And why? Because it’s not happening to them. Or they could’ve got lucky and survived some shit themselves, but in all honesty, (talking about when these wisdom words are used on me), I think the other person means it. I truly do. They just think they understand the pain more then they do.
Then of course, yeah, there are those who just say ‘you’ll be fine’ which translates into ‘I’m having a good life, myself. So leave me the fuck alone’. And like you said, there are too many of those people.
Dragon_fly, now I like the way you think ‘I’m waiting for the day to die, but wasting days helping others’ (By the way, it’s not wasting your days). I’m in a similar situation here, just helping others by simply staying alive. I’m learning it really doesn’t matter though. Nobodies opinions matter but our own? I think each opinion contributes to the world (lots of it is bad stuff). I think all opinions matter, doesn’t mean we have to Believe all opinions of all, though.
Well then don’t talk to people if you decide anyway that they can’t understand. As StruggleOn explained, they may really think they understand even if they don’t.