Oh I know all about the cycle of sad and happy all too well. One thing you can count on, it’s always going to come back. That’s not the hard part for me. It’s never knowing the severity of it.
My cycles have never been easy, but this last one really made things difficult. To the point I don’t want to mess with this any longer. Almost everything else we engage in has a way to leave, why can’t life?
D: i hope you feel better soon… well life will leave eventually, though it would be nicer if there was a way to die now with no pain and relatively easy.
You do make a good point! Though tbh I am doing fairly well and I’m still here C: still though I hope you are doing as good as can be. And about that song, well I had to download it so thank you for that! It was pretty awesome very upbeat and gives me lots of good memories of gaming.
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Hi. No reason to just lurk, you may as well join in the fun, right?
o.o sure~?
Now that you have an account, has it changed your level of fear? And what are you scared of exactly? How close you are to suicide?
scared of saying the wrong thing online i guess? well i tried once, but it didn’t work, and now for some reason I’m sad again…
Oh I know all about the cycle of sad and happy all too well. One thing you can count on, it’s always going to come back. That’s not the hard part for me. It’s never knowing the severity of it.
yeah D: thats 100% true
My cycles have never been easy, but this last one really made things difficult. To the point I don’t want to mess with this any longer. Almost everything else we engage in has a way to leave, why can’t life?
D: i hope you feel better soon… well life will leave eventually, though it would be nicer if there was a way to die now with no pain and relatively easy.
I’ve only been lurking on this site for all of 5 mins!
But hello ayamigi I hope you are doing well
p.s. what would you or anybody else say would be that one song!!! that lifts your mood or pumps you up!?
thank you (well I’m not sure, if i was doing well would i be here?)~ hmm about the song, i guess electric angel by rin and len kagamine.
You do make a good point! Though tbh I am doing fairly well and I’m still here C: still though I hope you are doing as good as can be. And about that song, well I had to download it so thank you for that! It was pretty awesome very upbeat and gives me lots of good memories of gaming.
ah well its good that you’re doing well 😀 yeah i like vocaloids, voice synthesizers that made that song, and they have plenty of others too.