I was born some time ago. I never had any friends. Because my father was never there(he was always drinking and fucking anything with two legs), and I was raised by women, I was a serious wuss. Girls never liked me. But, I did have 1 chance that I didn’t take. Because I am a wuss. I never had any friends and barely went out if ever.
I will describe myself. I am skinny and ugly. About 5 11 , which sucks, cause I am neither tall nor short. I have to sit and listen to God saying suck it up. I have a huge nose and a unibrow which I trim and at least it looks okay. And to make matters fucking gloriously bad, I have bad teeth. But hold tha fuck on! My mom is broke. Can this get any worse?
Yes it can! Because, I left Cuba and came to the U.S of fucking A!
Did I say how bad my life was? Well it is nothing compared to how it became!
SO now all through middle school I tried, God knows I fucking tried with every breath! But he and the people shitted on me!
My father came and left. He knew how much of a loser I was, and escaped.
Now! When he left, my mom went broke! And we ended up homeless! Fucking glorious mate. We moved to Miami (to my uncles’ house) and things got better, just because I didn’t have to sleep on the streets.
We all need an escape from reality, and since I was so unsocial that not even drug dealers liked me, I started jacking off, too mucccchhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh…..
So in 9th grade my clothes were stinky and just bad. Kids fucking ignored me… Too much… and girls … just treated me badly… so bad I even went agaisnt my wussy principals and told one she was ugly.. and now I see her depressed.
Fucking astonishing homie.
Well, now in tenth grade I have jeans and white shirts and I managed to buy a pair of air force ones (with money from the job that I was kicked because of my teeth). But people just don’t fucking get it.
I met a girl named Victoria. And she is magnificent. All about her is just fucking good. But I have serious self-esteem issues and …. I messed it up….. now she ignores me and I do what I can to not cry.
This morning I left class and my mom was contacted. I had to listen to my mom talking about me to her friends. It was fucking glorious.
I don’t want to graduate, I don’t want nothing from that school, nothing from life. If I only had the strength to get up and jump into the ocean I would, but the mere act of typing this takes a lot of effort.
I don’t know… If there was a chance , but god is dead… I don’t honestly know .. What say you?
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Hmmm…thanks for telling your story. Sounds like you got a hard row to hoe. I don’t know either. I wish I could send you a magic word to relieve your suffering.
Whoa what did the Randall-meister do?
DanVald,
Mister Randall couldn’t find a magic word for you but I have a few!
FUCK OFF YOURSELF! Talking like that just will bring you down even more!
@ Stendarr’s *****,
🙂 LMAO ,you are to cool!! I like your style!
Dads don’t leave because you’re fucked up. They leave because THEY’RE fucked up. Just sayin’!
Victoria’s love won’t save you. Not a bad distraction, though.
God doesn’t exist, so it’s unlikely he died.
Time to hit the “reboot” on “what’s important” button.
@DanVald whtever you do do NOT drop out of school. if there is one thing you can do with your life let it be that you get your diploma. i dropped out when i was 16 and it was the biggest mistake i’ve ever made.
P.S. don’t be such a Jackass (“FUCK OFF”) it will take you a ways.
P.S.S. look into this new thing called Atheism
Kris: I dropped out at 16 too — not that it mattalready filling out the paperwork to throw me out permanently. Today…fast forward…a few decades now (ACK!) I am more than “they ” thought possible. If you haven’t yet moved beyond “their” definition of you, I encourage you to keep going as long as you walk this earth.
Thank you
I’ll keep going as long as i can but i dont really know how long that will be, things seem to be looking up, but its really all up in the air, going from unemployed to a job at wal-mart is a step up but not a big one