Expressing my feelings has always been
hard for me, mostly because i don’t even understand myself. One day i can feel really happy and then others i can feel like ending my life. Does anyone else feel this way? I can’t take feeling this way anymore its like a constant never ending battle in my head…I hate myself sooo..much. I would end it all but i know my little brother would be devistated if i was gone. And i would never want to hurt my brother..i would never want him to feel like me. Thats why i always put on my fake smile when i’m around him. Sometimes I just wish i could disappear without hurting my brother. I really want someone to open up to someone but both my parents are alchohlic, and would not even care about a thing i had to tell them….
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Read the next post about having one person as a reason to keep on living.
Maybe you should see a doc to see if possibly you have a disorder of some sort. A diagnoses might lead to you getting the right steps taken so you can feel better.