Thinking about ending it all….

So recently I flunked out of engineering school. I feel lost now like what the hell am I suppose to do now. I’ve invested so much time into school for it to end like this. I can’t even form the words to tell my parents that I’m back a square one to find a new major. This is all I had it was my biggest accomplishment now I have nothin. I have no gf and barely any friends. I’m at mediocre college. What the point of living right now when it seem like everything is going to shit right now. I feel like I brought so much shame to myself and my family. I can’t sleep or eat. I tried going out to get my mind off it but as soon as I come back to my lonely room I think of ending it all by jumping off a cliff which I am no where near. So I have no plan yet but I may soon. Idk what’s the point of life when it seems nothin gets better no matter how hard u try to be a good guy good student or good child or role model. Fuck life right now