trying

I haven’t seen my (former?) friends in ages… a few years, perhaps. My Facebook is -literally- blank of friends… and I haven’t received any requests since I cleared it out during my ‘goodbye world’ period. That ‘goodbye world’ period turned out to be more complicated than just wiping Facebook… which is why I’m still here I guess. Where I am now, I don’t know anybody… so I’m not meeting new friends nor crossing paths with former ones. I have quite a bit of in-person social anxiety… to the point that I shop late at night, do as much in e-mail or on-the-phone as I can, and try to keep conversations short. I do miss my friends… I’m just not sure how to move forward with that.