Yes im on Celexa and Hyrdooxyzine. I have felt the spirit of Christ, and it made me happy, more happy then I’ve been in a long time, but the thoughts of suicide will not go away. I have repented as well. Theres to much time left to be in pain. I don’t think I’m that tough.
Let you provider know how you’re feeling… If the side effects are more powerful than the benefits of the prescription, maybe there is something that can be adjusted.
I may have bipolar but mood changes from happy to suicidal in 10 minutes or less sometimes. Loss of identity as well. How I can even type anything that makes sense is weird. Im in a dream, cannot get out and dont know what happens if I force my way out.
Hydroxthethingyousaid is what I take to. I find it helps, but I also smoke weed regularly – which I know really, really helps my mood. particularly keeping my mood balanced.
Hey, I’m sorry shit is crazy and confusing for you. But there’s other cool shit you can do to distract you. I can’t tell you what to do, I can only say what I do… like, I’d really recommend smoking a ton of weed and learning how to be a championship poker player. That worked for me.
If you’re still in high school, you cam drop out, get your GED, and get a job doing something cool. Or, take a lame job, and go work for free on a movie set – yes, that’s how you get your start in that world.
Hey, I know this is a bit of a rant, but who gives a fuck? I’m just saying, man, there’s plenty f fun stuff you can try if you don’t know what to do.
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Hi, whyyyy… In your last note, you mentioned time in a hospital. Did they give you a prescription? If so, maybe there is some side effect?
Yes im on Celexa and Hyrdooxyzine. I have felt the spirit of Christ, and it made me happy, more happy then I’ve been in a long time, but the thoughts of suicide will not go away. I have repented as well. Theres to much time left to be in pain. I don’t think I’m that tough.
I’m paranoid, Stupid, suicidal.
Let you provider know how you’re feeling… If the side effects are more powerful than the benefits of the prescription, maybe there is something that can be adjusted.
I may have bipolar but mood changes from happy to suicidal in 10 minutes or less sometimes. Loss of identity as well. How I can even type anything that makes sense is weird. Im in a dream, cannot get out and dont know what happens if I force my way out.
Hydroxthethingyousaid is what I take to. I find it helps, but I also smoke weed regularly – which I know really, really helps my mood. particularly keeping my mood balanced.
Hey, I’m sorry shit is crazy and confusing for you. But there’s other cool shit you can do to distract you. I can’t tell you what to do, I can only say what I do… like, I’d really recommend smoking a ton of weed and learning how to be a championship poker player. That worked for me.
If you’re still in high school, you cam drop out, get your GED, and get a job doing something cool. Or, take a lame job, and go work for free on a movie set – yes, that’s how you get your start in that world.
Hey, I know this is a bit of a rant, but who gives a fuck? I’m just saying, man, there’s plenty f fun stuff you can try if you don’t know what to do.