all i want to do now is hurt myself more
or maybe just kill myself now
because i have done it and its bad
i dont know anything anymore
i dont know how to feel anymore
but at the same time i feel this great pain
and i dont know how to make it go away
i just want it to all stop but it cant
so maybe i will just hurt myself more
ill just keep making myself bleed
until one day i take it too far and bleed to my death
then maybe the pain will go away
who knows.
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I know how you feel, at least a little, but it really does get better. I haven’t cut since February 15th at least, which is when I got my tattoo,and although sometimes I get really upset, I haven’t given in to the temptation.