I start to see a new way, everything seems okay now, but right when things seem fine….my world comes crashing down around me and i cant stand the weight of everything thats happening , i just want things to be better and be able to be happy on my own is that to much to ask? like for real…. i hate depression with a burning passion i want to kill it. make it go away please …………….
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Ironic how I come back to SP and the first post is something I relate to all to well. I wish it wasn’t so hard to be happy and stay that way. My mind is bi-polar, but my life seems to be that way too…fml
Hoping the best for you. As best as I can, without knowing you. Society defines a lot of stuff like “borderline personality disorder” and “bipolar disorder” and “disordered thinking” and just writes it all off as untreatable, or prescribes a little pill for it. I guess maybe they’re doing the best they know how. You’re strong, though.
For people that dont suffer from depression it seems so easy to just be happy… i hate when people tell me well just BE HAPPY they think i dont want to be happy beacuse i do. I try to be strong im very good at faking it… But im try to help people as well wishing yall the best stay strong <3