Hey soldier, it’s these short posts that make me nervous because I assume the writer is closer to despair and an actual attempt. I’ve felt like a monster too. I’ve hurt people but I’m also very hard on myself and my guilt has destroyed me and caused me to try to kill myself twice now. No luck but I’m glad I didn’t die. I spend more time with animals and in nature now. People are really draining to be around. Don’t let the judgement of others ruin your self image. Good luck and try to empty your mind (not with a shotgun ha ha). Peace.
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“If you’re going through hell, just keep on goin’, ’cause you might get out before the devil even know you’re there”
Gaaaw – song lyrics always popping into my head.
I know it’s hard. But good luck, Soldier 🙂
Hey soldier, it’s these short posts that make me nervous because I assume the writer is closer to despair and an actual attempt. I’ve felt like a monster too. I’ve hurt people but I’m also very hard on myself and my guilt has destroyed me and caused me to try to kill myself twice now. No luck but I’m glad I didn’t die. I spend more time with animals and in nature now. People are really draining to be around. Don’t let the judgement of others ruin your self image. Good luck and try to empty your mind (not with a shotgun ha ha). Peace.