Method : ******** gas using exit bag.
Believe it or not I have implants, the schizophrenic kind…voices but also complete control of my motor functions. Also hi-tech nanobots both in my brain acting as neurotransmitters to control mood (permant suicidal feelings), and in my body to electrocute me. if these don’t make you kill yourself, what will?
Got the ******** tank and even drilled hooks into wall to restrain me, given I’m a robot (fuck!), even had neck restraint planned. Tried to inhale for 25 second out of inflated eit bag, and didn’t even feel light headed. It’s SUPPOSSED to knock me out after just five seconds! Barry Humphries himself (yeah I got an email from him) assured me. He’s wrong in my case.
It’s not oxygen free ********, just a canister of ********, I didn’t research this. Is that the problem, or the complimentary implants I got given while in a mental hospital (not really funny).
I don’t have the money to really try different methods, this took me ages especially the flow control part, I read it was crucual and by mistake got the wrong type of “regulator”, so had to reverse a bit, took weeks…
I’m gutted. If I could drink(I can’t due to gastritis), I would lie down in fron of a train. I’m in the UK…anyone know if it’s all cameras and police near the stations, or what? I got caught walking on the train lines when I was younger with a mate (no friends now, unless my buddy misery can be counted)Â didn’t see the camera which spotted us, and don’t know how they found where we lived! Creepy, looking back. Wish they had deported me out to Australia actually!
Bye, bye
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I’m using an exit bag minus the gas. Plain old asphyxiation with the classic handcuffs for restraint. I’ve done a ton of research around your method and gases, (helium) specifically and its too complicated for me to plan out properly. I, myself have no interest in being alive, but I will say that if you have anything or any living being, whether its a dog or a dung beetle worth staying in this crazy world for, than stay. I couldn’t find anything here worth going through more trouble for. Maybe you’re stronger than me in the sense that you can find something worth holding onto until your “natural death.” I’m not one to advocate therapy or hotlines. Talking to most therapist only aided in my decision to want to leave this world, but like I said, whether you’re staying or going I wish you good luck and farewell.
I have permanent, almost constant suicidal thoughts too, so this was pretty frightening to read.
This method seems like too much effort to me. I’d rather just hang myself. :/ Quick and easy if you do it right.
I never heard of implants like that.
sounds like you really want to do this after all you have been through
be careful. Death is not the worse thing that can happen.
you’s already been institutionalized
Institutionalisation isn’t worse than death, just join the antidisestablishmentarianist club, a few doors along. Plenty to keep your spirits up, laughing at the especially ugly (as you may, or may not know they are ALL ugly to some extent) mental nurse who resembles an Olympic body builder and has the eyes of a ball-biting ferret. You can tell I like them, can’t you?
I’ve got a blog a blog about the torture I endure, and evidence of the electrocution of my body. It’s not nice – the pain, not the evidence). They’re even making my emails disappear, about the nanobots, to companies I though may be able to help. Most recently about housing benefit/whatever Americans call it, they don’t want me having any money, obviously. It’s Ok though, I’ll just win the lotto and pay them off, no probs.
How do you put an image into these posts? Are they disabled?
I’ve witnessed the physical prowess of that kind of nurses (my mom worked at a nursing home) and it’s not a pretty sight, if you are going to laugh at them dont do them to their face tho. One punch from them and you wouldn’t need a suicide method, lol.
As for the ********, yup, it’s supposed to be oxygen free or you are still breathing oxygen which is… well, the opposite of what you want to do. You could try with helium, it’s easier to track down and no worries on the oxygen part.
Thanks, M, first time I’ve laughed in ages. I got hit a few times as the lovely lady nurses would practice their shotputting techniques in the corridors – that and when they grabbed an uncooperative patient and give him the needle in the arse, nearly knocked me over and split my tea they did.
Seriously, when they aren’t kidnapping you at night with a dose of chloroform or whatever and getting you “done”, (I’m not paranoid, I’m actually just very badly worried.) you’re either an amused bystander, or if you can’t spit out the tranquillisers, you aren’t aware of who or where you are. Watch out for the bigger ones though – the larger they are the more they’ll blame you for plotting against them and kill you with a fork during feeding hour. One nurse refrerred to it (lunch) as “feeding the monkeys”. It’s wrong, because I only like bananas and masturbating in public at weekends.
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