I want to cut myself constantly. I wish I was dead. The only thing stopping me, is because if I failed at attempting suicide, I couldn’t stand how disappointed my family would be. Why can’t I just be happy?
I suppose all you can do is not disappoint them in that regard and grow to become more conscious of yourself in the long run. No one else can drag you out of this pit of despair, even if you have to leopard crawl out through mud and inclement weather – Only you can bring yourself back from the bad times which are sure to be plenty.
Ease down on the self harm and pursue another outlet, if you have any favourite none harmful past times then take that up instead. Look after yourself anyway, and good luck 🙂
Shephard is absolutely right. Others can give you words of wisdom, we can give each other the metaphorical climber’s tools needed to climb out of the pit of depression and despair, but we ourselves have to use them to climb out ourselves. Best of luck
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I suppose all you can do is not disappoint them in that regard and grow to become more conscious of yourself in the long run. No one else can drag you out of this pit of despair, even if you have to leopard crawl out through mud and inclement weather – Only you can bring yourself back from the bad times which are sure to be plenty.
Ease down on the self harm and pursue another outlet, if you have any favourite none harmful past times then take that up instead. Look after yourself anyway, and good luck 🙂
Shephard is absolutely right. Others can give you words of wisdom, we can give each other the metaphorical climber’s tools needed to climb out of the pit of depression and despair, but we ourselves have to use them to climb out ourselves. Best of luck