suicide by police would be a pretty cool way to go. imagine the adrenaline rush
i wouldnt know where to get a gun though. or an object threatening enough to be considered armed
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I have thought about that idea.
I dreamed about it once. I was holding an air gun and a banana in a paper bag, threaten them to kill me or I’ll shot.
It was intense, but I couldn’t help but think how’d that situation turns out if it was in real life. I would probably get flanked and fail or simply get killed. And the next day I’d be on news leaving a bloody mess for someone to clean out. Sure, it’d be exciting before last death but it’s not a good idea due the messiness afterwards.
dont really care about the mess. i dont have to deal with it
Lol I hear ya on that one. Only thing with me is I hate cops so I would try to take out as many as possible. If I were to try it I would want as much ammo as possible. It would definitely be a rush
lol to each his own
i dont have plans to actually hurt anyone. test someones moral-ness (i cant find a way to put it right now) maybe but just to see what happens
Wow Sophie, what a great idea, being taken down by police and all that adrenalin rush before hand sounds as a great way to go. I love uniforms and lately keep having a wish to get arrested, only pity uk police doesn’t carry guns on them so sadly I won’t get shot by them over here. But I wouldn’t mind to go that way and the mess afterwards doesn’t bother me either as I have already detached myself from all those things. Have researched getting a gun a while ago (might have been in January) but over here to get a licence you have to give reason why you need a gun and no one will go “here you go” if I say am suicidal also you have to give them GP details and that won’t go down well either as he has my medical notes. Real pity, having a gun would solve it all, but sadly I can’t get hold of one.
you look like you almost had it all figured out lol
here in the good ol’ us of a, they exclaim how easy it is to obtain a gun
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i cannot for the life of me get my hands on one
For that reason I really wanted to be in US at that time. I thing getting your hands on one, you would have to do it kind of by just buying one on the street I guess (like in that movie with Jodie Foster after her fiancée and dog are brutally murdered), it may not be legal but who cares when you suicidal, it’s not like they will put us to jail for wanting to be dead and being sick of the suffering. I think of death every single day so its not easy at all, some days I feel very strong urge to go out and end it and its so hard to try to resist it. I would love to be able to go at least into a coma for few months just to have a break from this for a while as it is unbearable to live like this.
exactly.
you reminded me that i have a weird fondness for hospitals. its nice to get away. the food sux though
Same here, I have weird fondness for hospitals too 🙂 and food is pretty good at least in the Emergency Assessment Unit is good food. Food in Psych hospital wasn’t too bad either (been there twice once voluntarily and once detained as the second time I refused to go in voluntarily as it is pointless so they detained me under section 2 but only for 6 days though, still felt suicidal when was discharged and 5 days from being discharged I was trying to slice vein in my forearm but sadly without success). That resulted in a daily visits to a day hospital for next 3 weeks during which I took an overdose twice which didn’t work either as I am still around. Wish I could go in at the minute as I desperately need a break and to get away from it all at least for a while would be nice.
Doesn’t sound too fun, to be honest you would get a double tap to the chest and if your lucky, and on PCP to still be standing, get a final shot to the head. Trust me, I know people a few who died by cop, two shots to the chest and they were forced to bleed out for a few minutes in pain, on the street, and in handcuffs.
Plus why put a cop, or anyone in that manner, through such emotional trauma and guilt for the simple fact that you can’t pull the trigger yourself.
never said i cant. why do people do things where i myself have to go through emotional trauma.
i dont care. the door swings both ways bud
Most likely you’ll get tasered and beaten first by cops-threatening an officer with a gun would probably land you a very long jail sentence. Pretty dumb idea for suicide, please think of something more painless, quick and peaceful than this idiotic method.
that comment was a dumb idea
I personally would have no problem with pulling the trigger at myself considering how I have been feeling lately. All I am missing is just the gun though. Plus there is no such a thing as painless peaceful death. Few minutes of pain while bleeding out is still better than the life in this misery.