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by ashleys17
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Lately for about 1month and a half I’ve been feeling really disgusted with myself. Nothing about me pleases me. I think I really hate myself . I’m really fat and really ugly at least thats what I think. My friends and family think otherwise but no one actually understands me.  If im not a hungry kid in africa or I can walk move and do other things most people can’t do I cant have no type of problems.  I know I can try to change how look but its a lot harder then you expect.  I can’t stand to look in the mirror it hurts so bad to look at me.  I don’t know whats wrong with me, I just hope its a phase im going through. I hate feeling so down all the time. Can someone help me?

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DeathGreeter 5/8/2014 - 6:14 pm

Are you my lost Twain?

I know how you feel. I feel the exact same way. When I look in the mirror, the reflection I got from it makes me wanna due so fucking badly. I hate myself, my look so much. I CAN NOT stand myself. I’d want to scratch my face off when I look in the mirror. I think the only way to help yourself is to, Try to love yourself a bit day to day (I know I sounded bullshit) but that’s the only way. Only we can help ourselves. I know it sounds cheesy but it’s the hard true. And If there’s anyone you know or you know who to rely on then get close to them. If the constantly reminds you how beautiful you are from their heart. It’d help too.

LeonVieira 5/8/2014 - 6:36 pm

I hate my looks as well u.u And I know how hard it is to change, and expensive. Somethings I can do, I’m not fat, but I run and do exercises when I wake up everyday. For hair and face stuff I really can’t afford it, and if I could, I don’t think I would knew how to. But many people do looks upgrade around us. I sometimes ask about hair stuff to friends and family. My advice is try to change it a little yourself, it won’t be changed from a day to the other, it may need months until you notice some change. But you can’t see you’re changing if you stay the same and give up from doing it because you can’t see it, right? Also, ask someone to help you by being a ass and telling you how to do everyday the things you want or need to do.

Sorry poor and confunsing english ><

ashleys17 5/9/2014 - 8:20 pm

Thanks you I really appreciate it !

ashleys17 5/9/2014 - 8:22 pm

Thanks soo much I may just take you up on your advice !

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