Are you proud of me now?.
I’m not gonna be here anymore so there shouldn’t be anymore trouble. This is what everyone wanted. everyone will be happy now that I’m gone. I’m just a waste of space. ill still be here with you, just look up at the sky and you’ll see the moon shining bright. i never wanted to hurt you. you weren’t the one to blame. it was to world and this awful race. I’m sorry but this just isn’t my place. Born in the wrong place, born in the the wrong time. i cant deal with all the pain, I’m not a fighter. The only one to blame is the world and its awful race. You were my everything and its such a shame i made you so very sad. ill watch over you, just remember to look at the moon. i will be with you, don’t worry now, it was my time. i didn’t belong here. i told myself i was alright but i was telling myself white lies. what were on my arms and legs were from the cat. non of this is fair for you, but without me here i hope this makes you stronger. just cause I’m not a fighter doesn’t mean you cant be one. i was just an average girl.
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I go to the beach each full moon and film it (alone), so I will think of you, even though you dont know me.
Yes, we’re proud of you!
A person (DepressedGirl) filled a space with sorrowful emotional words. White words on a blue background and for the time it took me to read those words I forgot myself. I forgot my own problems, troubles, pains, sorrows. I was only engulfed in the pain of this girl as she wrote it. Nothing else existed in time or space. For the time I was with you in your words and not deep into my own crap… thank you. An average girl saved a life if only for this time.
Randall said that average girl was a hero, she saved a life. What happened to you?