Yea I understand you both. The worst is when the only reason I haven’t pulled the trigger yet is because of my family then they become the main source of my pain. Like my mom tells me “leave I don’t want you here” so I think killing myself is best id leave and won’t be here no more perfect right
I agree with you both! Sadness causes so much pain on a daily for me. No one in my family understands. They are all upset that I don’t want to live. So THEY call ME selfish!
Yea I understand you both. The worst is when the only reason I haven’t pulled the trigger yet is because of my family then they become the main source of my pain. Like my mom tells me “leave I don’t want you here†so I think killing myself is best id leave and won’t be here no more perfect right
The worst is when the only reason I haven’t pulled the trigger yet is because of my family then they become the main source of my pain. Like my mom tells me “leave I don’t want you here†so I think killing myself is best id leave and won’t be here no more perfect right?
Guys… You’ll never be happy if you don’t believe it’s possible. Keep your heads up and put smiles on your faces. You all are so beautiful and have so much potential. You only get one life, so live it. It does get better, I promise. I was on this site 2 years ago, and I’m back today to say that it is possible. There is hope. I’ve been clean for 2 years now, and I’m so happy. Find stuff to do that makes you happy, find a purpose in life, and drive yourself forward. You’re all so unique, and there is nobody else like you. Make a difference in this world. Don’t become a statistic.
I’m 23 and iv had suicidal thoughts and few actions since I was 8. I did therapy, tried prescriptions, suicide hotlines, talking to close friends family. My mom told me “your faking it for attention” and she laughed in my face. After 15 years things only got worse and I don’t see a point to waiting anymore maybe I’m just ment to die by killing myself
Make goals in life. Short term for instant satisfaction, and long term to keep you looking into the future and pushing forward. You have the possibility to change the world. You can do it, I promise. You can email me at Wilkerson427 at live dot com if you need to talk. I’m always here, I promise. Just have hope.
I appreciate it but iv tried that setting goals and all that stuff but how can I make those goals when everyday of my life pretty much all day the only thing on my mind is dying or suicide. Speaking about goals. You can’t just wish for then and expect them to happen right? You have to do it yourself. So for the past 10 years every night of me asking god to kill me and then I wake up. Doesn’t that mean i should just do it myself instead of wishing and hoping for it to just happen?
Not at all. God isn’t taking you for a reason. You have a purpose in this world, and you were created for a reason. Your existence is important. What is it that you enjoy doing? What are you good at?
I workout and I’m pretty built and only like 6% body fat I do physique shows but nothing truely makes me happy I never can just have happiness in my life it’s like I’m not allowed to be happy everyone around me looks like they’re happy.. Yes I know everyone is going through something but why can’t i have the strength to put it to the side and just be happy for once
You have to believe you can. That’s the very first step to becoming happy. If you keep telling yourself that life sucks and isn’t worth living, then you’ll never get anywhere. You have so much potential. Find a job where you can use your fitness. Have you ever gone to college or considered it? What kind of job would make you happy? I’m losing you in this list here now. I’m sorry. You can email me at Wilkerson427 at live dot com if you’d like.
I would like to but my email has my full name in it. I work at a la fitness I like the job
. I don’t go to college because when I’m in class all I think about is dying so their is no point for me to do that. It’s hard enough to get out of bed
That stinks. I’d really to to email you. And that’s great that you love your job. I figured you worked at a place like that. lol. 🙂 What else do you like to do besides fitness-related stuff?
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i feel you.. I won’t be happy until I’m dead
Yea I understand you both. The worst is when the only reason I haven’t pulled the trigger yet is because of my family then they become the main source of my pain. Like my mom tells me “leave I don’t want you here” so I think killing myself is best id leave and won’t be here no more perfect right
I agree with you both! Sadness causes so much pain on a daily for me. No one in my family understands. They are all upset that I don’t want to live. So THEY call ME selfish!
Yea I understand you both. The worst is when the only reason I haven’t pulled the trigger yet is because of my family then they become the main source of my pain. Like my mom tells me “leave I don’t want you here†so I think killing myself is best id leave and won’t be here no more perfect right
The worst is when the only reason I haven’t pulled the trigger yet is because of my family then they become the main source of my pain. Like my mom tells me “leave I don’t want you here†so I think killing myself is best id leave and won’t be here no more perfect right?
Guys… You’ll never be happy if you don’t believe it’s possible. Keep your heads up and put smiles on your faces. You all are so beautiful and have so much potential. You only get one life, so live it. It does get better, I promise. I was on this site 2 years ago, and I’m back today to say that it is possible. There is hope. I’ve been clean for 2 years now, and I’m so happy. Find stuff to do that makes you happy, find a purpose in life, and drive yourself forward. You’re all so unique, and there is nobody else like you. Make a difference in this world. Don’t become a statistic.
I’m 23 and iv had suicidal thoughts and few actions since I was 8. I did therapy, tried prescriptions, suicide hotlines, talking to close friends family. My mom told me “your faking it for attention” and she laughed in my face. After 15 years things only got worse and I don’t see a point to waiting anymore maybe I’m just ment to die by killing myself
Make goals in life. Short term for instant satisfaction, and long term to keep you looking into the future and pushing forward. You have the possibility to change the world. You can do it, I promise. You can email me at Wilkerson427 at live dot com if you need to talk. I’m always here, I promise. Just have hope.
I appreciate it but iv tried that setting goals and all that stuff but how can I make those goals when everyday of my life pretty much all day the only thing on my mind is dying or suicide. Speaking about goals. You can’t just wish for then and expect them to happen right? You have to do it yourself. So for the past 10 years every night of me asking god to kill me and then I wake up. Doesn’t that mean i should just do it myself instead of wishing and hoping for it to just happen?
Not at all. God isn’t taking you for a reason. You have a purpose in this world, and you were created for a reason. Your existence is important. What is it that you enjoy doing? What are you good at?
Gods is not taking me for a purpose… That’s true that’s because wants me to kill myself
I workout and I’m pretty built and only like 6% body fat I do physique shows but nothing truely makes me happy I never can just have happiness in my life it’s like I’m not allowed to be happy everyone around me looks like they’re happy.. Yes I know everyone is going through something but why can’t i have the strength to put it to the side and just be happy for once
You have to believe you can. That’s the very first step to becoming happy. If you keep telling yourself that life sucks and isn’t worth living, then you’ll never get anywhere. You have so much potential. Find a job where you can use your fitness. Have you ever gone to college or considered it? What kind of job would make you happy? I’m losing you in this list here now. I’m sorry. You can email me at Wilkerson427 at live dot com if you’d like.
I would like to but my email has my full name in it. I work at a la fitness I like the job
. I don’t go to college because when I’m in class all I think about is dying so their is no point for me to do that. It’s hard enough to get out of bed
That stinks. I’d really to to email you. And that’s great that you love your job. I figured you worked at a place like that. lol. 🙂 What else do you like to do besides fitness-related stuff?
I like to hang with friends and stuff but my anxiety gets in the way I can never keep bad thoughts out of my head