Sitting in the hospital waiting to see my therapist and I just want to break down and cry. Holy shit. Then tomorrow I get to see the psychiatrist. Maybe they’ll actually give me a pill that works.
Thanks guys. I guess it went well. The whole session I fought like hell fighting back tears, so I think I’ll let it all out when my siblings go with their dad. It’s gonna be hard working through years of pent up darkness. But….if I can manage I should be able to beat it. Right now I don’t feel like fighting anymore. I feel like hanging myself actually.
I just need to fucking die. Or go in a coma for a few years.
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Good luck to you my friend, I hope you get the help you need.
It is ok to cry even though it burns from inside like hell. Tell me how it goes, please. Thank you and try to smile you are beautiful. 🙂
It is ok to cry even though it burns from inside like hell. Tell me how it goes, please.
Thanks guys. I guess it went well. The whole session I fought like hell fighting back tears, so I think I’ll let it all out when my siblings go with their dad. It’s gonna be hard working through years of pent up darkness. But….if I can manage I should be able to beat it. Right now I don’t feel like fighting anymore. I feel like hanging myself actually.
I just need to fucking die. Or go in a coma for a few years.