i cant anymore

I am just tired I am so sorry.

I hate the smell of my own family nowhere is home for me

They tried to make me ok but the damage is done. Interacting with them does not make ne feel warmth or joy or anything at all i feel like i do not have a family. They became strangers. I am a disappointer in every sense but my sister isnt she is small and fragile and beautiful i hope she can be everything i failed to be. Baby you are a fairy abd im past the age of believeing them so trust me you truly are

I had never loved one before but one person ebded up loving me and I loved him back qnd it was so hard not letting it make me suffer but all was wrong. He left me after my constant fighting Im sorry I made your life Hell but hey you will get over it . You left me saying you still loved me still wanted to be with me maybe some time in the future. Ypu left me woth a kiss and a hug and tears whyd you trick me into thinking life could be good again. I still remember every detail of the home. My mind is a hell because i remember everything that was the last time i felt at home, and safe

That is just cruel that kiss. Hope is just cruel

I regret waking up each time i do

And my bestfriend. Remember the time we solved the meaning of the universe and everything write it down and do not credit me please please all my friends pretend i never existed