I hate being in love. It makes me very depressed. I become bitter towards my partners. I just want to end it all. I can’t be with them because I hate them sometimes, and I can’t be without them because I’m miserable. I just want to die -_- I have nothing. I have no job, no money, no father. I miss my home, england, I hate where I live, Canada, I’m nobody.
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You hate the people you fall in love with? I have intimacy issues, so bad that I can’t even START a relationship. Just too many barriers, you know?
Yes, I understand. I Have trouble staying in relationships. This is the longest one I’ve ever had (10months) I’m finding it a struggle everyday -_- I long for normality!
Sometimes people hate those they love because they are afraid of being hurt by them.