I think you’ll find the OP is warning people to consider birth control and not make the same mistake or the gates of hell will be unlocked. English isn’t everyone’s first language which often causes a lot of confusion.
I’m trying to think of an analogy of something so unjust and so horrific as being forced to be born and forced to live an unwanted life-but nothing comes close. Perhaps it’s like being thrown into war and having to kill or face death, serious injury, torture, etc.
Or like being someone’s slave-you know they’re watching you and as long as you act like a proper slave they’re satisfied but the last thing you want to be is a slave. It’s why I harbour a great deal of hate an animosity towards my parents. I think they are such wretched terrible creatures-they were rotten parents too. But as far as parents go, they’re about average or above, I can think of far worse people-but I’m not trying to diminish the hatred I have for my own life.
Every day in my life I go around smiling and interacting with people as if I’m happy with my existence with the face I have to wear, with the frail body I have, in the low-income status I have to live in. As if I wanted any of this. And yet I continue being an ambassador for my parents, as their progeny. They’re not the only people I consider fucking losers around…plenty today still procreate who shouldn’t, don’t have a right or deserve to. But we have no laws around this…no one to tell anyone else, ‘don’t you dare fucking reproduce you scumbag.’
So people keep on popping out kids who go on to hate them and their lives…some are fine, some make you wonder why they’re fine. I see that dumpy fat ***** in my office building, she must be 5 ft tall at the most and looks like she weighs 300 lbs and of course ugly as fuck and I wonder, how she could look at herself in the mirror every day and not want to kill herself. I’m a god in comparison to her and yet she goes about happily (presumably) about her pathetic fat life and I’m the one who wishes for death. Funny crazy world we live in.
Haha, secondlife, I want to laugh and am shocked at the same time, lol. Hey, I could almost be that fat woman, give it time though at least I’m not short and have the decency to be suicidal!
I totally agree addicted. Life on this planet is indeed a calamity. Only thing it has going for it is it’s not eternal. Just seems like it at times.
I should never have had a kid…it’s a long story, but giving birth was actually not my conscious choice (I was mentally unwell), and I made a pig’s ear of bringing my child up. That’s one of the things that makes me want to top myself the most. Failing as a parent and seeing your kid suffer just as you did or maybe even worse, is utterly soul-destroying.
I will never understand why people, in their right minds supposedly, mindlessly pop out kids like this world is such a wonderful place to bring them to. Ugh. Instinct.? Brainwashing/conditioning by society? Thanks so much mum and dad. You got me into this mess…and now I can’t even get out of it for fear of hurting you.
i read all of addicted’s posts in a sort of contrived german-ish or russian-ish accent (not sure how to reference what i mean properly, as i’m not sure what to call “those areas” who speak different languages natively, but sound similar to me when they speak English… very guttural; different than, say, when the Japanese speak english, or when the Spanish speak english). Try it, it’s fun. 🙂
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Well, I didn’t want to be born at all. I refused to come out no matter what they did, so they had to cut my mother’s belly. Morons.
I think you’ll find the OP is warning people to consider birth control and not make the same mistake or the gates of hell will be unlocked. English isn’t everyone’s first language which often causes a lot of confusion.
I didn’t want to be born either, I hanged myself at 0 years old with the umbilical cord.
I’m trying to think of an analogy of something so unjust and so horrific as being forced to be born and forced to live an unwanted life-but nothing comes close. Perhaps it’s like being thrown into war and having to kill or face death, serious injury, torture, etc.
Or like being someone’s slave-you know they’re watching you and as long as you act like a proper slave they’re satisfied but the last thing you want to be is a slave. It’s why I harbour a great deal of hate an animosity towards my parents. I think they are such wretched terrible creatures-they were rotten parents too. But as far as parents go, they’re about average or above, I can think of far worse people-but I’m not trying to diminish the hatred I have for my own life.
Every day in my life I go around smiling and interacting with people as if I’m happy with my existence with the face I have to wear, with the frail body I have, in the low-income status I have to live in. As if I wanted any of this. And yet I continue being an ambassador for my parents, as their progeny. They’re not the only people I consider fucking losers around…plenty today still procreate who shouldn’t, don’t have a right or deserve to. But we have no laws around this…no one to tell anyone else, ‘don’t you dare fucking reproduce you scumbag.’
So people keep on popping out kids who go on to hate them and their lives…some are fine, some make you wonder why they’re fine. I see that dumpy fat ***** in my office building, she must be 5 ft tall at the most and looks like she weighs 300 lbs and of course ugly as fuck and I wonder, how she could look at herself in the mirror every day and not want to kill herself. I’m a god in comparison to her and yet she goes about happily (presumably) about her pathetic fat life and I’m the one who wishes for death. Funny crazy world we live in.
Haha, secondlife, I want to laugh and am shocked at the same time, lol. Hey, I could almost be that fat woman, give it time though at least I’m not short and have the decency to be suicidal!
I totally agree addicted. Life on this planet is indeed a calamity. Only thing it has going for it is it’s not eternal. Just seems like it at times.
I should never have had a kid…it’s a long story, but giving birth was actually not my conscious choice (I was mentally unwell), and I made a pig’s ear of bringing my child up. That’s one of the things that makes me want to top myself the most. Failing as a parent and seeing your kid suffer just as you did or maybe even worse, is utterly soul-destroying.
I will never understand why people, in their right minds supposedly, mindlessly pop out kids like this world is such a wonderful place to bring them to. Ugh. Instinct.? Brainwashing/conditioning by society? Thanks so much mum and dad. You got me into this mess…and now I can’t even get out of it for fear of hurting you.
sex feels good, drugs are illegal, and people get lonely.
Ergo: expected to be 9 billion people in the world within the next decade.
i read all of addicted’s posts in a sort of contrived german-ish or russian-ish accent (not sure how to reference what i mean properly, as i’m not sure what to call “those areas” who speak different languages natively, but sound similar to me when they speak English… very guttural; different than, say, when the Japanese speak english, or when the Spanish speak english). Try it, it’s fun. 🙂