i havent been on here for a long time  iv seen some shit im my time (god i sound like a vam vet !) but you know that dont meen shit people stoped calling me emo now im the hippie guy who smile all the time no one can seem to get to him some one said theres something abotu my eyes something dark if only she knew but ill tell you what ever sins i droped acid once no more no less its opened my mind just enough to let the light and truth in the people are lieing to you the world loves you and its beautiful you need to make your own mind up but first you need to go to a place away form it all then once youve diched all the stuff in your head on paper or in meditashion you come back then you make your OWN mind up not the goverment or the news or the shrink  iv been smokeing a joint a day and it helps so much i dont feel like deth any more i wear bright clothes to boost my mood i do and eat stuff thata few months ago i would have laughed at the srink i see is brine washing me all with the best intenchions im shure but still hes trying to take m over just by protending to smile wereing bright clotheing liveing what you would call a “hippie” life and ok you can call me what you whant but im happer than ever befor yes iv tryed twice to die but you know what its been along time thanks to all this iv been abel to love my girlfriend more shes who i have to thank for my seciond chance and shes the other side of the sea… try it try something trust me this ant the end <3 i love you all stay safe