Hey, i want to share my story and ask few questions..
soo my first attempt was cutting my hand.. i wanted to bleed to death, but it was very painful so i stopped that shit..
second attempt was overdose.. ive ate around 50 antidepresive pills and drunk sum beers.. well i lost my memory, it was pretty fast and not even painful or smthing.. ive woke up in hospital with thos fuckin doctors all around.. god damn why i failed again?..
ive waited 1 year to things get better, to get some chance for fucking better life.. but no, nothing changed it just get worse so now im going to hang myself on tree in da horny forest..
well i need to go buy some rope n shit first and then find some sexy tree for death..
i want to die immediately so i want to do long drop, but i have no idea how long the rope should be to break my neck..
to tell the truth, im kinda scared what comes after death.. whatever it cannot be worse than this hell im living in..
im 180 cm, 73 KG.. how long the rope should be to break my neck? how big is the chance that i will die immediately?