I have been living this fucked up life for almost 3 years now. i am a huge failure. in academics. in sports. in love. in almost everything. My parents think that i should never have been born . I put their head down un front of public. They want to make me an Engineer , but i don’t even know what i want to do . i just want to die. its not just about them . i am too fucked up . i am geniunely a big paranoid that everyone hates me for no reason. i am constantly hoping things will get better but also wondering what if they never will ? and the worst part ? when i try to be happy , depression pulls me in. i am eroded . i just hate myself so much . had blade cuts in my wrists. but did not succeed. i beg every time i go to the temple in front of God to end this life. I literally beg to end this life . And with my death i don’t think it will even count to all. i am done trying i am done fighting. i am done. JUST DONE.
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I don’t think you’re a failure in life. I just think you’ve failed to meet the expectations of people in your life but really, that’s not important. The only thing that matters is that you meet your own goals and as long as YOU feel successful, it doesn’t matter what others think or say.