my suicide story

I was happy everyday I would be happy playing with my friends and family then things changed I went into care and I just felt so lost???? I didn’t know what to do I was in year 5 when I begun cutting it tore my family  apart and they would check  my arms for cuts they wouldn’t check my legs though in year 6 things became a lot better I was bullied  for a while though in year 7 my depression  took over I would cut until my arms and legs were red I smoked and did some drugs I didn’t know how to stop myself  so my mate had to take everything  away from me all my blades the rope pills the drugs lighters and fags he got rid of them all and looked after me I’m back to curing again but that the only thing I do my social  worker  got me a psychiatrist to help me I see her once a week she looks after me and tried to get me to tell her all about me