maybe it’s just me, it seems like more and more I’m thinking of how I could kill myself, each passing hour is another hour of pain. sometimes I don’t even know what exactly depressed about, I just know I am. I found this site by mistake by searching ‘how to commit suicide painlessly,’ but apparently that’s impossible. I’ve thought about shooting myself but the odds of actually dyeing are slim; and I just cant bring myself to it. I have also thought about cutting it’s supposed to help. right? I just don’t know what to do anymore, it feels like I’m literally living just for the sake of life, and it feels just so pointless.
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I don’t know about painless but I know jumping from a high place is supposed to be pretty painless. I really want to do that. To finally release everything. I just live for that moment. And it’s not just you. I feel like that too sometimes. Empty