Yag, I have a buddy overseas who told me about that kind of trade in Brazil. He told me he and I could hire someone easily and cheaply. But I’m a coward. Suppose the person tortured me first? And then I’d be worried the whole time I’m waiting to be hit. Yeah, man, I also want something instant and (therefore) painless. I’ve looked at the exit bag. Too many failures with that (from what I’ve read). I’ve tried several times to get barbiturates, even going outside the US to find it. Not nearly as easy as the Peaceful Pill Handbook makes it seem. I’ve even ordered it from over seas. Never arrived. So now I’m looking into small shotguns that can be manipulated with one hand. I never wanted to go so messily, but I can’t think of any other way that has as high a success rate, is as fast, and so is as painless.
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I fantasised for a long time about hiring a hit man :/
Yag, I have a buddy overseas who told me about that kind of trade in Brazil. He told me he and I could hire someone easily and cheaply. But I’m a coward. Suppose the person tortured me first? And then I’d be worried the whole time I’m waiting to be hit. Yeah, man, I also want something instant and (therefore) painless. I’ve looked at the exit bag. Too many failures with that (from what I’ve read). I’ve tried several times to get barbiturates, even going outside the US to find it. Not nearly as easy as the Peaceful Pill Handbook makes it seem. I’ve even ordered it from over seas. Never arrived. So now I’m looking into small shotguns that can be manipulated with one hand. I never wanted to go so messily, but I can’t think of any other way that has as high a success rate, is as fast, and so is as painless.
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that would still be painful. i want painless death
All i fantise about is being killed in an accident. i dont mind pain, its my punishment for making such a mess of my life.