Anger. I feel I feel. My brother makes me feel. I hate it. I want to shred my skin off. It doesn’t help its only temporary, you have to keep on cutting. Over and over until the anger, pain, and sadness goes away and you become your shell again. Go go keep on cutting shredding tearing. Until you are nothing.Until you feel nothing. Focus on the pain. Focus. The pain the pain…and nothing exists once again. Scream so loud the ears bleed. Scream and scream until nothing remains. Nothing is left but the empty shell. Nothing
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If your broter is harassing you is there somehing you can do about this. tell your parents or tell who ever might be in authority around there and try to bring attention to this. if its bullying and if its causing you pain enough to cut yorself then it is serious. You might even want to file a complaint with the cops and have them deal with it. I would do something. You dont have to be anybodys punching bag.
He wasn’t the beginning cause or even the main problem but he just makes me feel so horrible. I’m just very sensitive and when he insults me it really hurts. It wouldn’t do anything to tell my mom. If she found out I was depressed again and now cutting then she’d ship me to my dad. (Lets just say we’re not on good terms) I’m so sensitive and my family all have anger issues. I do too but I keep it in and have learned to control it. I don’t understand them. They act happy then scream a few seconds later. My brother is going off to college this year so he will leave soon. I can stick it out until then. Thank you for your help and concern though.