Alright so this is better than spewing shit out on twitter to people who know you, or potential employeers…
Anyways so I just started my new job, but I’ve always had a problem with social environments.
It’s hard for me to interact with people around me, and the work gets so busy. I end up feeling pretty alone sometimes.
Also a lack of social confidence at a work place? It’s no good to say the least. People don’t look at you the same way.
Funny thing is I used to be much better, even though I used to be quiet, I used to be good with girls! My mojo was great, I used to get laid like with new girls and so on… So that kind of made my lack of social confidence unimportant…
But now I’m also busy with school and I get stressed kinda easily so the stress just kills the mojo and I do get attention from girls, but my suave isn’t the same.. so that stresses me out too!
I made a mistake at work, and since I’m quiet some people don’t like me and they gave me shit instead of helping me…
So… life’s hard… yeah
I always think it’ll get better as my life improves, money comes in more.. and I have a clearer path and more stability… but it’s kinda like sitting in a volcano, trying to figure out how to tie a knot so you can rope yourself out of there.. without any prior skills in ropes..
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Sounds like you might have a touch of social anxiety. I go on a support forum for this, actually I never realised I had it when I was young but I’ve always had a certain amount of uneasiness around others and often ended up isolating because of it. Good that you seem popular with the girls though…many SA people can’t get laid for love nor money! Hope things get better for you at work, I know them feels. I like your metaphor about the rope and the volcano!
thanks bro, I try harder now to talk to people but maybe I am just a quiet kind of guy. I always was, it’s just life it’ll get better, fuck yeah!