The End is Nigh

I feel the same the end is near for me. Its just a matter of waiting for the right moment and opportunity to take myself out. I have no future. My presetnt is limited and Pain is mostly what I deal with from day to day. I have discovered some cool thigs recently some ways to take myself out for sure in a rather peaceful manner. I have done a a million things with my liife and for much of it I am proud. I have a lot of good memories to look back upon. but there is no more for me. I am hanging on buy a string in a world that has way to may problems and not enough soultutions. I see evil taking over in the news. I feel the next generation of kids growing up have very little to look forward to. Me I have had my time to do all the things that I want to do. If a few circustances would change I would hang in there and live out some more of my drreams but I dont have the means to go on with a life worth living. I will be gone soon
I cant wait until I am gone from this cruel world.