I am having the hardest time getting out of this bed today…. It’s super frustrating. I don’t understand how I’m just expected to wipe off these tears and go about life with the fake smile plastered on my face that I am forced to share. I can’t afford to miss work anymore. This struggle is beyond me, but I’ll take just one more step today, because somewhere deep down I know there’s more life left to go.
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I feel your pain. Do your employees have any idea about what’s going on? Are you in therapy/on medication?
I totally understand and know exactly what your saying. I have been there. Fortunately, the work situation I am in now, is very….flexible. And I am grateful for that. Cause there has been those days where I couldn’t force myself to get out and they were fine with it. I even had to leave mid day once with basically no notice and they are cool with it. The owner has taken favor in me and the manager guy has to. So I have to opportunity to be able to miss those days if I need to. Which is great cause those days can be hard. Sometimes pushing yourself out there anyways is the best thing to do, but sometimes you do need to take it easy and collect and rest and just relax. I hope your day has gotten better for you. Just breathe….give me a real smile and not a fake one please 😉 there is more life left to go, and we are going to make the best of it, right? I’m always here. Can talk silliness, none sense, serious, or you can vent when needed or whatever you need that will help you take those steps in your life. Stay strong my friend.
Same problem with me today.. everyone wanted me to do everything, but I couldn’t move.