I LOVE YOU!!!!!!

I used to have suicidal thoughts as a younger teen.  My mother had a rough childhood in China and would accidentally try to force me into her ideal life.  But my mom also would call me a lazy ***** or fat pig (i used to be quite the chubster).  I just want to say that it would have been helpful to know someone loved me out there.  I felt deprived of the affection i deserved.  I understand if you don’t give a bit but i just want all of you to know I LOVE YOU more then you could ever imagine.  All of you no matter what you think you are, I wouldn’t give you up for anything!  I’m sorry i can’t say i know how it feels or that it will get better but i can say that I am here for you.  And when u feel alone the most is when ill be thinking of you.                                                 I am aware of my poor literary skills but it’s well past my bedtime over here..sorry