Not feeling anything is the worst. At least if u r sad you don’t feel empty but when u r numb that is a whole other story. Everything seems so mechanical devoid of any meaning any emotion. Everyday you just try to get through life until it all ends.
For the first time in a long time, I’ve started to seriously consider suicide as an option. I’ve always danced around the idea, but now I’m starting to believe it needs to be done.
I don’t want to scare you or trigger anything but yeah, I just really needed to say that ‘out loud’
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I find nothing fulfilling anymore. Its all just grey.
An endless cycle of crap-shit-crap-shit, which would be okay if it made me feel anything.
Not feeling anything is the worst. At least if u r sad you don’t feel empty but when u r numb that is a whole other story. Everything seems so mechanical devoid of any meaning any emotion. Everyday you just try to get through life until it all ends.
For the first time in a long time, I’ve started to seriously consider suicide as an option. I’ve always danced around the idea, but now I’m starting to believe it needs to be done.
I don’t want to scare you or trigger anything but yeah, I just really needed to say that ‘out loud’
@ Rey what exactly has triggered this shift? how did u go from “dancing around” the idea to actually seriously thinking it needs to be done?