I was very sick, that’s what started this and that’s what’s going to finish it. I was blind. All I have to do is stop taking my meds. I don’t know if it’ll be painless, I’m in pain now but I know it’ll be effective. It’ll be slow, but that’ll be my punishment. For there are a few things I wish to do before then.
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Punishment for what?
Punishment for trying so hard, for ruining all my relationships, for ruining the best thing that’s ever happened to me.
i just recently got blood work done. im hoping something comes back positive so then i can milk it and be done with this fucking nightmare. if not the slow way out, then it’ll be my other 2 fast ones.