So it’s been awhile since I’ve been on here. I’ve started cutting again, continued to purge and restrict, and also binge. I’ve been depressed for two years… I might not commit suicide just this second, but soon I will end my life. I’m not sure when I will finally break and not be able to handle it anymore. Nobody notices that I’m not okay.
Nobody notices the sadness in my eyes.
Nobody hears the voices in my head
Nobody notices the vomit in the toilet.
Nobody notices the cuts on my skin.
Nobody notices the stash of laxatives.
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Are you sure about that……. Nobody notice that im sad crying and hating my life…. I was depressed for a long long LONG time. I was gonna commit suicide until i sing and started playing piano….. Im happy now. Im 13 now and life been good. What im trying to say is find something you like and do it dont be sad be happy
-brian
I am going through the opposite. My family knows but doesn’t care enough to talk or comfort me. I have 2 therapists that are trying to help me. My “friends” dont give a shit either. I don’t have the courage to pull the trigger. Do you feel like you have a invisibility cloak on???