why did you think that when I shifted from one foot to another was an invitation? why did you think when I said no that I really meant yes? why did you think that my screams of pain meant to keep going. why did you think that me scratching you to get away meant that I wanted more? why would you do this to me, why would you rape me. And yet its my fault for getting raped.
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I put rapists on the same level as psychopaths and serial-killers, they need to be eradicated. You should tell the police and have him put away so he doesn’t hurt more people.
He’s dead.
I feel like I should comment because I’ve been raped. And I know how much it fucks with your mind. Anything that you did was definitely not an invitation, some people are just sick. I have more to say but I know whatever I say most likely won’t convince a stranger on the internet. Can I ask why you think it’s your fault?
I don’t, it’s what all my “friends” said after it happend
Yep NO means NO. I’ve had sexual assault, and a myriad of other assault, as well. I’ve had ppl do things against my will and no matter what I said it didn’t matter. I understand the feeling of being violated, of being worthless as a result, of the lack of power that goes with it. It’s deep and it’s FUCKED. I agree with secondlife…they are on the same level as psychopaths and serial killers and pedophiles and any kind of predation…it’s totally FUCKED. Trust is shattered and it’s seems next to impossible to get that back. Walls go up (and that’s not necessarily a bad thing for a while at least). We ALL have basic rights that should be respected NO MATTER WHAT. The UN Charter of Human Rights is THE CODE BY WHICH ALL SHOULD LIVE…THAT is THE BIBLE…no ifs no buts but sadly the human race is not like that…sadly. Niyaku I have no idea what I could even say that would somehow reduce your pain, cruelly it has to be felt, but if I could reduce your pain effectively somehow I would. You are not to blame, you are a victim for now but it doesn’t always have to be that way. It’s hard to find the strength to rise above it but I sure hope you do. I send you my heartfelt sympathy, empathy and best wishes for a brighter future.
I just saw this post and almost immediately started bawling. I was also sexually assaulted. by a male classmate around this time last year. I thought he was my friend but I was so wrong. It took me 6 months before I finally broke down and reported it to campus police. That next 4 months was pure hell. I am still healing A little bit over a year later.
I don’t know your story but I thought I might as well post this and say your not alone.
Stay strong beautiful <3