Three months. I survived three months without cutting. I thought I was finally coming out of my depression, that I was actually gonna be OK. Clearly I was wrong. I feel like I’ve just dug an even bigger and deeper hole when all I really needed was a rope.
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Relapse is a *****. I remember people congratulating me for making 3 months without cutting themselves, I didn’t really see it as an achievement. But yeah looking back now, I am amazed I found other ways of coping with my distress that were less harmful for me.
Ya It does suck. I seriously thought I was finally free. Well I guess that was a big wake up call.