I just don’t know anymore I’m lost and beaten down I’m tired off fighting this it never gets better and if it doses it’s sort lived. I want to live in my dreams I don’t want to wake-up and face another day.
I too live in my dreams. I can almost control the direction they take As weird as that sounds. I’ll wake up and purposely go back to sleep to continue the dream. It’s a kinda shallow sleep dream state and I can linger there knowingly sometimes manipulating it ever so slightly. Till I wake enough and can’t fall back asleep enough to bring the dream back.
Unfortunately im not dreaming like I use to though. So it’s become irrelevant anyway. I hope to dream like this again.
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yep, this is bullshit
What’s bullshit?
I too live in my dreams. I can almost control the direction they take As weird as that sounds. I’ll wake up and purposely go back to sleep to continue the dream. It’s a kinda shallow sleep dream state and I can linger there knowingly sometimes manipulating it ever so slightly. Till I wake enough and can’t fall back asleep enough to bring the dream back.
Unfortunately im not dreaming like I use to though. So it’s become irrelevant anyway. I hope to dream like this again.
I dont really sleep I day dream I make a Fantasy in my head where I’m not in pain but it’s getting harder and harder to do this