Okay, so few weeks ago I posted about my dad commiting suicide and lot of you were commenting about how you wish for your dads or family to be dead.
Let me tell you that before all this I wanted my dad gone as well. He had done horrible things to me and to my mother. He had been always drunk and had played hazard games, spending all his money. And I hated him, for all the pain he caused. But be careful what you wish for. Once your family is gone. There is no way back. And no matter how bad they are on you they’re still your family and you should appreciate that you have one. That’s all I wanted to say.
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Luckily I don’t have any family so I won’t have to worry about causing them pain. One less obstacle to suicide. On the other hand, that’s probably the reason why I want to commit suicide in the first place…
At least it is one reason why… there are others too.
My family is alive and gone. It’s all relative, so to speak.
I’m sorry you are experiencing this, Rose.