Sounds like you feel really alone and pained. I wish there was something I could say to help, but I know there really isn’t. But if you ever wanna talk, feel free to send me a message.
And IMO you don’t seem like such a bad person. Your writing is beautiful for one. I can relate to some of it, though not all of it. I’m glad that you decided to share with us at SP.
@hjerteblomst: no useless comments, they are all valuable. I hope everyone of us can find peace!
@deathdreamer: glad you liked it, I will try. A certain mood must strike, and words pour out.
@thecensoreddream: thank you for taking the time to post!
We all write things on this site that are black and dark because that’s where we are mentally. We sometimes, or all the time, consider ourselves to be bad. This may sound narcissistic but I don’t think I’m a bad person at all, it’s part of why I feel like I do. For me it’s what life and quite a lot of people have done to me that makes me feel worthless and want to suicide. So you may not be bad either…it may just be what’s been handed to you that’s bad.
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Sounds like you feel really alone and pained. I wish there was something I could say to help, but I know there really isn’t. But if you ever wanna talk, feel free to send me a message.
And IMO you don’t seem like such a bad person. Your writing is beautiful for one. I can relate to some of it, though not all of it. I’m glad that you decided to share with us at SP.
Hope your day gets better.
Thank you for the kind words. Same goes for you, I think we are all in the same boat. It just picks us up from different ports.
You write so well and i must echo the last post too. I hope you can find peace somehow…
sorry for my useless comment 🙁
”You’re black like the plague that killed so many” I like that. Keep writing, you’re awesome at it.
I enjoyed reading this. Thank you for sharing.
@hjerteblomst: no useless comments, they are all valuable. I hope everyone of us can find peace!
@deathdreamer: glad you liked it, I will try. A certain mood must strike, and words pour out.
@thecensoreddream: thank you for taking the time to post!
We all write things on this site that are black and dark because that’s where we are mentally. We sometimes, or all the time, consider ourselves to be bad. This may sound narcissistic but I don’t think I’m a bad person at all, it’s part of why I feel like I do. For me it’s what life and quite a lot of people have done to me that makes me feel worthless and want to suicide. So you may not be bad either…it may just be what’s been handed to you that’s bad.