You don’t know me, but that is 100% okay. I know exactly what you are going through for the simple fact that I fell back into major depression not to long ago. I lost a lot of my friends, most to be honest, because they thought that I was going through a horrible change being distant and not talking much. I talked to my mom about therapy to help with everything and she agreed. She knew what was going on way before I did, so she had been keeping an eye on me. I’m not telling you that you should talk to your parents about it, but consider it. My depression started after Easter this year because I lost my best friend, who knew everything about me, to suicide. What made it worse was a week later on the 27th, was his funeral, also my birthday. It’s not good to hope for death upon yourself or anyone. I, myself, was mute for almost four whole months. I slowly came out of it, but it’s hard to use my voice as much. You don’t know it yet, but you’re going to make it far in life. Believe it or not, but you will. I know it because everyone has a path set out for them. You may take detours, good and bad, but you’ll make it to where you are suppose to be. The only death that I know of that is meant to happen, is not from suicide, but natural. You’ll go far, love. Believe it. Because it will happen. I have faith in you.