I know I’ve said this before

I love him and he’s the reason why I’m still around. He doesn’t know it. Any of it. He doesn’t know that he’s saved a life for the time being. He doesn’t know that no matter how much he angers me or gets me in trouble or makes me wish I was dead even more, I love him and I wouldn’t trade a second of our time together.

I love you Jake, I love you, and I’m going to tell you soon.