One day I’ll have to do it. It’s a fact at this point. The pain has gone on for so long and worsens every day. It feels so hollow and nothing fills the void.
I don’t recall what it feels like to really be happy. Only that I once was a long time ago. It’s so exhausting trying to force everything every day. It’s not my fault. I didn’t ask for this.
There’s something tearing away inside me and I can feel it starting to take over after all these years of fighting it.
One day I’ll have to stop it the only way I know how. The only question is how far am I going to let it go?
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Well I think you need to get a more positive outlook for your life. You might have it bad now but that does NOT mean that it has to continue to get worse until you have to do yourself in. NO NO NO. YOU CAN in fact change things in your life. Learn to cope with what you are gong through and then along the line in the future you can find happiness. But I am going to tell you the truth
You are going to have to put some effort in. Your going to have to make some changes. You need to change your though patterns. You need to get focused on goals in life. You might need to get rid of some bad habits in life. You might need to change the people you associate with.
You might even need to move to a new place to get a fresh start somewhere. But if you are willing to make those kinds of changes. then you can make a life for yourself that is worthwhile
and worth living and filled with happiness.
Part of life is like a test. Your being tested with some difficulties. Treat it like a test and find the best solution to the questions. then you can pass this test and graduate to a new and better life
good luck buddy
don’t listen to people who put you down in anyway
believe in yourself.
There are people who were once homeless who now are billionaires.
There are people who used to be picked on and laughed at and now they are famous and looked up to. There are people who were told they would die young who have lived many years past that and have a great life. Overcomers!!! they are overcomers.
You can be an overcomer too.
Well I think you need to get a more positive outlook for your life. You might have it bad now but that does NOT mean that it has to continue to get worse until you have to do yourself in. NO NO NO. YOU CAN in fact change things in your life. Learn to cope with what you are gong through and then along the line in the future you can find happiness. But I am going to tell you the truth
You are going to have to put some effort in. Your going to have to make some changes. You need to change your thought patterns. You need to get focused on goals in life. You might need to get rid of some bad habits in life. You might need to change the people you associate with.
You might even need to move to a new place to get a fresh start somewhere. But if you are willing to make those kinds of changes. then you can make a life for yourself that is worthwhile
and worth living and filled with happiness.
Part of life is like a test. Your being tested with some difficulties. Treat it like a test and find the best solution to the questions. then you can pass this test and graduate to a new and better life
good luck buddy
don’t listen to people who put you down in anyway
believe in yourself.
There are people who were once homeless who now are billionaires.
There are people who used to be picked on and laughed at and now they are famous and looked up to. There are people who were told they would die young who have lived many years past that and have a great life. Overcomers!!! they are overcomers.
You can be an overcomer too.
You don’t have to…
You have the power to choose how you feel.. as you know you have the power to decide your fate..
Ordeals will influence you how to feel.. Choose to learn from it.. conquer..
Dwelling in the shadows of life is normal.. as long as you know when to walk out.. at the end of a dark tunnel there is always light..
Taking your life.. does that mean the pain will end..? I don’t think so deary..
Pain will end when you let it begin to end.. I know it’s hard.. but it is a battle worth fighting.. winning. You will win.. if you let yourself..
Pain is hurting you.. now you let it control your life.. now you consider to let it take your life..
I believe in you.. as I believe in everyone.. as I believe in me.. we decide our life and our path..
You don’t need to live in the dark
best. book. ever.
the movie was good, in fact it was almost just as good as the book 😕
“there is an idea of patrick bateman, some kind of abstraction”